My mother pushes me to the point where sometimes at night, I grab a kitchen knife and head towards her room and stand there, and watch her sleep…I feel the urge to stab her, and just end all the misery she gives me….but cause I’ll be studying law soon, my legal sense kicks in…and I do not want to spend 25 to life in prison….maybe I should murder her, then commit suicide…pondering many ideas….but haven’t chose one yet..
And just now we were in the car…and she was yelling at me, because she wanted to go somewhere and I didn’t know where it was but some how […]