Life isn’t supposed to be like this.
I’m supposed to go to college in the fall. I’m supposed to become a nurse in 4 years. I’m supposed to look forward to the future.
All I can think about is suicide though. I don’t want to be alive anymore, I’m done. I know if I die I will mess up a lot of peoples’ lives. That’s the only thing holding me back, I don’t want to hurt everyone. Does anyone have any advice? I don’t know how to make these thoughts go away and they’re ruining my life.