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Should be festive…

by Romanticide 12/20/2015

written by Romanticide

I really ought to be festive this time of year.

But my moods are getting me down. Literally

I’ve made a plan for January. Once Christmas is over. I will try to kill myself again.

I can’t do it before now. Because it’s too close to Christmas. As much as I don’t care I still care about how my family feel. I can’t have the anniversary of my death this close to Christmas every year.

But January would give them time to feel more detatched from it by that time next year.

I think I’ve found a more permanent way of doing it this time.

I just need somewhere to write […]

12/20/2015 1 comment

Stupid shitty day

by nicole123 11/20/2015

written by nicole123

Today is so shitty . And I don’t know why. I’m sad . And angry today . I’m so tired too . I’m sitting in the back at work because I feel like I’m gonna be sick. And I listen to this song . It reminds me of me . I’m sad . Life is horrible . and I don’t like my life . I don’t think I amhappy . I am happy when I get new clothes , or my love talks to me. or when I eat food . But other than that I hate life . I am always so fucking tired […]

11/20/2015 1 comment

helpless situations

by angelie 6/10/2015

written by angelie

It’s all my fault. Literally. There’s this myth that says that before you incarnate you give yourself life circumstances. If so I gave myself the best circumstances I could. And I did jack shit with them. I always want to go back and hit the reset button and the worst thing is that there isn’t a reset button. Life is shitty because I made it shitty and I have to shoulder it and I feel really depressed. Suicide isn’t easy and I want it to be painless and I haven’t found a good way yet and I fall and get up and I have days […]

6/10/2015 0 comment

I quit bud and I ain’t got no-more, peace

by Bisban 1/16/2015

written by Bisban

That was pretty-funny, I guess
Too bad, I’m the only that isn’t toast-jelly
Bend like a hanger, what is it
Multiple-Tutu-Man, sounds the same on every-name
Can’t you tell you, you need to take-it easy, man
You probably ruining the site for any true-newcomers
With all the pure-gibberish that you say, not like me
Literally, eleven out of the first thirteen posts is his or it’s
What-up, too bad, I’m the only one that isn’t toast-jelly
Continuum all by-myself, fortifies is the suffering
At least, thank-you for that, I don’t know if I can say “comrade,” anymore.
Now, I know what I am but you […]

1/16/2015 8 comments

Help

by painterofmusic 5/25/2009

written by painterofmusic

Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Everything hurts. The secrets I can’t tell anyone, and no one cares at all. Who do I turn to? How do I say the words to someone, someone I trust, that is going to make them understand? Who would I tell? WhoÂ can I trust? How do I get even one minute with them only three days before school is out? I’m going to die this summer. I don’t know what else to do. I can’t stand my life anymore, my mind… I have secrets that are killing me, literally. I’m going to die because I can’t take knowing the things I know. And even […]

5/25/2009 5 comments