As I have mentioned many times before here on tsp, In 2002 I reclined the seat in my car in the garage and closed my eyes and waited but before I fell asleep forever I kept seeing images of my 1 yr old niece and 5 year old nephew. Â I got out of the car went up to bed, cried and have been living in pain ever since. Â But its all worth it after days like today, when they show up out of the blue and we spend some hours having fun swimming, playing wiffle ball and just being around these 2 great kids makes […]
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Living In Pain
I want to do it. As soon as I can. The only problem is I don’t know how I should go. I’d like to go out with a bang but that’s not necessary. I just can’t fail. I need something that won’t go wrong and leave me living in pain and regret for the rest of my life. Can anyone help? You won’t be able to dissuade me from killing myself.