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Loaded

my “amazing” ex.

by Kallian 4/18/2014

written by Kallian

Note the sarcasm in that post? Yeah. Loaded.

I am bringing him up on workplace harassment charges. Today I learned, in addition to him calling me a dumbass in front of everyone, that he’s been telling the guys I work with that he and I were VERY intimate. Uh, no. Never happened. Not even close. So now I know why I few of the guys are being suspiciously nice, and why the one very religious guy almost literally runs away at the mere sight of my face. Let’s make this clear, I’m a virgin, not a goddamn whore. I get promoted because I work my ass […]

4/18/2014 5 comments

Locked and Loaded

by WhoAmI 3/8/2013

written by WhoAmI

Sorry….this isn’t about a gun. It’s about how my mind is locked on self harm, and everyone else is loaded with words to makes me bleed. I don’t even know what I did to deserve any of this…I mean I guess I know not everyone is gonna like me, but I know not everyone has a right to hate me. I wish I didn’t have to say I was being bullied, that makes me seem weak, but the degrading words are killing me slowly…so maybe I am..weak..

3/8/2013 8 comments

Okay…and Other Lies

by AgingFastDyingSlow 11/29/2012

written by AgingFastDyingSlow

I hate when people ask me if I’m okay, or how I’m feeling. The answer is so loaded and I’ve never been a good liar. So, I nod and say, “Fine,” because it’s such a basic answer that it has no meaning, anymore.

I hate waking up every morning to rush to a job I hate. And people say, “Well, just quit,” as though I don’t have loans and hospital bills waiting for me and whispering taunts when I try to sleep at night.

They say, “It get better,” but does it? I’m almost 30 and I’ve been dealing with this outcast, abnormal bullshit since I was […]

11/29/2012 4 comments

Death by respiratory failure in 3 2 1… Here we go

by fuckedup 8/22/2012

written by fuckedup

Loaded up the vaporizor with with Â bleach. Now just gonna lay back and breathe in the fumes until i go into respiratory failure! This is it here we go

8/22/2012 4 comments

The horror stared right into my eyes

by Firemanhero 6/15/2012

written by Firemanhero

This is about me 3 years ago and how I survived looking into the horror that I have created. I was a lonely person my whole life and I been reading all the time. What else does a boy with no friends have to do. Anyway at age of 17 I spent months in my room reading. I had hundreds of books there. And one book which I ran across had affected me in a very bad way. I got interested in it and I read it over and over and somehow suddenly it affected me. I began to have paranoid thoughts and become scared […]

6/15/2012 6 comments