I wish I could smack all the people who lied to me and told me my life would get better just so that I would not kill myself. Since then my life has gotten progressively worse. I lost everything. My apt, my money, my personal possessions, went into premature labor at 6 months then lost a pregnancy for the second time in less than a year. In order to get through the day I would have to take 4 pills daily that have side effects like hair loss. weight gain (yippee) and the tendency to make me feel like a fucking zombie….I’ll pass. Death is […]
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ATTENTION! that it! Its attention! Its attention that I want. So everyone says . But no! I dont do it for that! Or do I. Attetion is something i dont get offten. I never get attention. My cutting burning and beating myself up has NOTHING to do with attention. Or does it. I mean I dont think I do. No one knows that I do anything. Do they? People do know That I have tryed killing myself. But that isnt myfault. Is it? . I love my life sometimes. But when I go to the partial hospital , do I go for attention? I dont […]