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Happy… but having suicidal thoughts

by Elfie 1/24/2013

written by Elfie

So this is my first story here…

I’m 20 years old and have been thinking about suicide since I was about 7
(yes, for real)

Thing is, back then, I was also happy… The biggest problems I had were
“my brother ate my chocolate” and so on… And well, now, with getting older, encountering other *more severe* problems in life, they still don’t get to me in a way that I would want to kill myself because of them. As said in the title, I’m a quite happy person.

But in all these years, all this time, there is a constant need to end it all…

My urge to […]

1/24/2013 5 comments

Confusion

by Bmraden 5/3/2012

written by Bmraden

Here I am. I’m told I’m great. Good looking. Smart. Kind. Talented. I do many things. Have loving parents. Have loving friends. Have people who care. Even with all of these things, I’m stuck. It’s like an endless circle. I’m sad and angry, then numb. I feel numb so much of the time…I…I’m not even sure what I feel anymore. I mistook my content with my gay friend’s compliments to me, as a love for him. I’m a straight male. I know this because I’ve tried to have relationships with other guys. It was never right…it never felt right. I never kissed a guy, because […]

5/3/2012 4 comments

Major Manic Depressive Problems

by Warped 3/31/2012

written by Warped

Well…..I never thought I would ever think of suicide. As a child I always feared my little brother would suicide because he had anxiety problems and was bullied. He barfed every single day before school when he was in grade 1, but his therapist helped him and now he’s a popular 16 year old with an on again off again suicidal girlfriend (is that irony? I don’t know). But back to me because I am so selfish, I have loving parents and family as well as supportive loving friends. I have no right to depressed like this when there are so many other people in […]

3/31/2012 4 comments