Mad At God

I was born disabled.  Not your typical disability like being in a wheelchair or something but a very horrible genetic disease that has severe effects on the organs, skin and brain.   I’ve been waiting to die now for three decades and it just hasn’t happened.   I have been too sick to leave home for the last 5 years.  I want to hurry up the process.   I wish that I had access to ********.  It would make a huge difference just to have that available and know that there’s a way out.   I frequently think about leaping from an upper floor of the hospital.  I like the idea […]