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I wanted to reply “yes”.

by hazelleyes 2/1/2013

written by hazelleyes

I feel drained.

All my energy is being drained by that dark hole I so often talk about.

To whoever said it will get better, well fuck you, cus it doesn’t. It just keeps getting harder. And I keep getting weaker.

My bestfriend today texted me “did you die?”. And I know she didn’t mean anything wrong, whatsoever (she doesn’t know how I feel or how badly I want to die), she was just saying that cus I hadn’t said anything all day (well, given that I woke up at 8pm, it’s understandable). But, as I looked at that text I just wanted to reply “YES“, and I […]

2/1/2013 12 comments

im struggling.

by smileonherface-cutsonherwrist 9/21/2012

written by smileonherface-cutsonherwrist

i shouldnt feel this way. i got rid of all those feelings when i left my old school.Â i have new friends, a new identity, a new school and a fresh start. Â then why do i still feel like this. I just float through life everyday, a lifeless burden to myself. Â I hate everything that i am, i hate everything that i do, have done and probably will do. i walk around school with this label “smiler” because im always smiling!

“hey smiler!” “right smiler!” dont they know its all a cover? a front if you will? Im alone, scared, cutting and dying inside. I respect myself […]

9/21/2012 3 comments