That one day i was in a depressed mood in a corner trying to figure out what is going on and what triggered the mood. then i kinda disappear mentally into a black room it seemed like the darkest night looking around trying to touch ,taste, trying walk around. Its like you are in mid air but can feel wind or any thing. Then i say a lil light but it wasn’t light it was me with a knife at my neck i freaked out trying to stop but i didn’t know where i was next thing ik i was back dropping the knife on the sink with nothing one my neck i was glad i came […]
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Mid Air
sometimes silence can’t be undone.
I sit quietly and close my eyes.
I hear the world about me whir and buzz from a distance.
TV announcers raising their voices
debating this and that, arguments and choices
I wonder about the relevance
Of the questions of mice and men
inquiries abound, relentless in their prevalence
I grasp at them desperately, floating mid-air.
Always above my head
They fly by, with me unnoticed.
They tell me, that the answers to all my confusion
are just a step ahead, just a wisp away
But always my battles, end with Pyrrhic victories
Losses more than gains, condemned to mere memories
And…just
Just;
Just when I […]