Middle Aged Woman

I really don’t want to commit suicide, but in my case, I think it may be my only way to avoid a life of complete suffering for many more years.

I’m a single, middle aged woman, no children or spouse.  I have siblings whom I no longer can have a relationship with, for valid and good reasons.  While I have friends, and I appreciate them, they have their own families and their own lives, I cannot count on them to alleviate the loneliness.  I’m incredibly, incredibly lonely.

But, I’ve always been a “fighter” … until now.  I’ve gone through trial after trial through my years on this […]