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my suicide note

Useless

by cathy9291 10/14/2014

written by cathy9291

I couldn’t keep up with a fast-paced job for even a week.

I can’t even find a good job at all.

I can’t make my boyfriend laugh the way I used to. I can’t tell him anything that will give me more than “yeah well” or “baby”. When he says he loves me, the only thing I can think is that he doesn’t really mean it. He doesn’t ask me how my day is or try to talk about things with me anymore. But God knows he has plenty to tell his friends on his computer game.

I came to New York a month and a half ago […]

10/14/2014 4 comments

Failed…Again.

by Blake SinBad 6/23/2014

written by Blake SinBad

Hey guys, it’s been a while. Just thought I’d update about my shitty life.

Well, the night before the last day of school was…interesting. I know I had tried to kill myself in the past. Multiple times. But this time…I could feel it. I felt calm. I felt ready. My head was clear and my decision had been made…My rents were out in the garage doing whatever and I was inside alone. I grabbed a total of 63 aspirin (I know probably could have grabbed something better) and downed at least 13 or 14 of them. I had made sure to read the bottle and it […]

6/23/2014 9 comments

…..

by babydontcut 6/16/2014

written by babydontcut

Reading through my suicide note and plan and just mad at myself for not going through with it last time when I was so close… Thinking about all of the times I could have done it and I didnt because im such a coward. If I would have, I wouldnt have to deal with the constant aching in my heart… im not sure how much more I can handle before I blow up

6/16/2014 1 comment

Would they have laughed?

by Mandel 6/4/2014

written by Mandel

I’ve been ‘suicidal’ for awhile. I’ve attempted, been hospitalized, and seen counselors. I never told anyone the real reason, deep down. I told enough to convince people but I was afraid to share the real stuff.

Last night I was writing my suicide note when the closest person in my life, unknowingly, helped me. He started throwing these rubber toys at me and it made me laugh. He’s been teaching me how to shoot rubber bands, too.

But after he went home, and I was there all alone, I knew that I was on the very edge. And one little game wouldn’t take me back to that […]

6/4/2014 1 comment

Can’t Take it Anymore

by Blackroze5 5/17/2014

written by Blackroze5

I am seriously considering suicide if i dont graduate with my class this year because it will completely screw up what’s left in my life. I have already written letters and sealed them for the people i want to leave a message for. They are currently in my book bag where im hoping they will find them when/if it happens. So i guess this isn’t exactly my suicide note but it’s close i guess.

5/17/2014 3 comments

Good Bye

by The End is Now 6/2/2013

written by The End is Now

so im sick of this…. my drunk 15 year old sister is now bullying me to. she was my last true friend….. imma take all my sleeping pills tonight and all the pain pills i can find. i am srry i cant go one in this pain. imma just end it. i love you world i just wish u loved me back….Â

6/2/2013 6 comments

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