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by ahannah123 8/6/2013

written by ahannah123

For the last 6 months I’ve been suicidalâ€¦

If I ever commit suicide there are a couple of things I want to accomplish firstâ€¦

1 become a professional artist (right now I draw in an anime/manga style really good

2 fall in love (once) maybe twice if Iâ€™m luckyâ€¦

3 go to Japan (maybe Tokyo or Kyoto, or Osaka or HokkaidÅ)

4 Become Atheist or Christian (currently Iâ€™m an agnostic theist and kind of Buddhist)

5 earn some money

6 buy a motorcycle or a nice car

8 maybe rent an apartment (a really nice one)

9 become healthy (have a healthy heart, have a healthy mind)

10 â€˜attemptâ€™ to kill myself first and see […]

8/6/2013 4 comments

distracting

by fallen2far 5/11/2012

written by fallen2far

I feel this way, on again, off again.Â I’m sure other people feel it.Â I hope no one else does, but at the same time, I hope I’m not alone feeling it.Â It’s hard to describe it so I won’t right now but I’ll try to express my thoughts because of these feelings.Â Every time I feel like this, I throw myself into a distraction. Sometimes they’re classes like the piano or learning a new language. Volunteer work.Â Sometimes it’s following a sports team or being interested in a serial like a TV series. It’s shallow, very hollow, but I thought it helped. When the […]

5/11/2012 4 comments