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by monika 7/6/2013

written by monika

I can’t do this.

With every new experience, everything I do, I just get broken down more by how stupid the world is.

I always thought I got out of my parents’ house, faced my fears, I’d be ok. That everything would get better. But now I’m moved out and everything still sucks.

Boyfriend is away for two and a half weeks. It hasn’t even been one and I’m meh and depressed and mad. He said we’d talk “lots.” Lots for us is constantly. We’ve barely talked at all. I’ve talked to his older brother more than to him. And mostly I’m just mad at his parents for […]

7/6/2013 0 comment

im struggling.

by smileonherface-cutsonherwrist 9/21/2012

written by smileonherface-cutsonherwrist

i shouldnt feel this way. i got rid of all those feelings when i left my old school.Â i have new friends, a new identity, a new school and a fresh start. Â then why do i still feel like this. I just float through life everyday, a lifeless burden to myself. Â I hate everything that i am, i hate everything that i do, have done and probably will do. i walk around school with this label “smiler” because im always smiling!

“hey smiler!” “right smiler!” dont they know its all a cover? a front if you will? Im alone, scared, cutting and dying inside. I respect myself […]

9/21/2012 3 comments