On TV or in books the protagonist is always described as “ordinary girl”, someone that just looks like no one special but turns out to be very special to just the right boy… People always want to stand out, be that little bit extra pretty, extra smart and just special. I just realised from the very beginning that I had no shot at being special in a good, charming way and extra pretty never kicked in either. I lost the “cute” when I turned about 12 and it just never came back. Instead I just grew tall, and big and insecure. I faked confidence well […]
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Ever lived my life or spent on minute in my shoes? No! Well then please, tell me why you judge me like you do. Life is a dream upon which death awakens us… Not all dreams are good… not all dreams are bad… Do you want to wait for one’s death to understand or to care?
Each day everyone of us face many obstacles at almost every walk of life. Sometimes it’s hard to explain. We go through stress, anger, hurt and pain. There’s moments of sadness, frustration, and even depression. Sometimes we feel incredibly insane. Then there’s moments when some of us feel like giving […]
I’m not pretty enough. I’m pretty, but not like those beautiful girls from fashion catalogues. I see myself as I am and I don’t want to be just average. I hate myself for being just ordinary girl. I want to be stunning, gorgeous, perfect… I want guys to like me. I want girls to be jealous of how I look. I want to be perfect. I want to be stunning. I don’t want to be simply. I hate myself. I want to end everything. I see no point in being just pretty. That’s not enough!
Yes, I’m vain. Beauty means everything to me. Too bad I’m not beautiful like those girls […]