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Before I begin, if you might want to read my previous post for some context.  http://suicideproject.org/2012/03/want-to-just-die/

I’m still here.  Not much of an accomplishment really.  Still depressed.  Still having very suicidal thoughts.  Not constantly, but it’s like they’re always there, waiting for me to have just one very bad day.

My ex and I were friends.  The she just stopped returning my texts.  I didn’t know why.  Still not sure I do.  About three weeks ago.  I texted her and basically wouldn’t stop until she told me what was going on.  All she said was that I can be annoying somtimes.  I admit that sometimes this […]