All of these years I’ve spent trying to make everyone happy. I believed that if I could make them happy, I too could be happy. So I stopped enjoying myself for the time and began focusing on the happiness of those around me. Turns out though, I only further ruin their happiness. My very existence makes people unhappy. No one ever wants to work with me in school groups, even though I do everything for them just to make them happy. I try to be nice to people and socialize, yet I still cannot make people happy. I try to keep a happy outlook and […]
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Outlook
My edges are stained red
While my very being is hollow
My dead eyes stare at sheets of chaos
And I wonder if I will see tomorrow
I enjoy the darkness
The quiet, the peace
Pain is the only thing
Of which I can truly control the release
I wonder, I ponder
Is my outlook obscure?
If it is so,
How can I be cured?
Do they see the marks
Left by harsh hands?
Do they see the tears
That never descend?
Do they see the bruises
From all the past drums,
The beats they inscribed
As my body […]