I let everyone down. My family, my friends, my partners in class, everyone. I never reach expectations. I tried to kill myself Sunday and couldn’t even do that right. All I’ve done is mess my arm up pretty bad. I’m being admitted to intensive outpatient therapy for three hours a day three times a week for two months, but i doubt it’ll help. I’m tired of talking about being a fuck up. I want someone to help me STOP being a fuck up.
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I’m 19 years old. Just finished my freshman year of college, double major in Political Science and Communications with a French minor. Straight A’s. My dad works at the church, my mom is a special education teacher, I have a brother who’s 15. I’ve had a boyfriend who loves me and who I love with all my heart for 7 months. I guess that all seems pretty perfect.
I began feeling symptoms of depression in 7th grade. Of course, I didn’t know what it was that I was feeling. When it all fell apart for me, though, began 3 days before my 14th birthday, 8th grade, […]