I let everyone down. My family, my friends, my partners in class, everyone. I never reach expectations. I tried to kill myself Sunday and couldn’t even do that right. All I’ve done is mess my arm up pretty bad. I’m being admitted to intensive outpatient therapy for three hours a day three times a week for two months, but i doubt it’ll help. I’m tired of talking about being a fuck up. I want someone to help me STOP being a fuck up.