Yesterday I nearly killed myself. I sat on the floor in the shower screaming, rocking back and forth. & Today, I feel as if that never happened although my cuts on my wrist burn. I’m feeling relaxed though and I found some motivation! I went to physical therapy today and It hit me. That’s what I’d like to go to school for. I haven’t done homework in at least over a year. I didn’t care about anything, but I’m smiling because I finally have the slightest bit of motivation. I have been dying for that.
