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I feel…

by Ylem 1/16/2016

written by Ylem

… Numb.

Just got news that a guy we attended university with passed away. Car accident. It’s weird. He just qualified. Only started working on the 4th of Jan. Hasn’t even received his first paycheck yet. Now he’s dead.

Another guy died in a car accident last year. He was in his final year as well. There were 5 of them in the car and only he died, the others survived.

I don’t really know how to feel. I’m just numb. It’s sad really. People who really deserve to be around are dying. Just when his life was about to get better. The 6 year struggle at Medical […]

1/16/2016 10 comments

Why are we here? Where do we go?

by FallenInDespair 10/22/2015

written by FallenInDespair

Hi, it’s a time ago that I wrote a post here and I even feel more miserable than I was. I really can’t understand why methods are not allowed here. I mean detailed methods, not things like ‘jump before the train or shoot yourself in the head’ because sincerely I don’t have the guts to do something like that. In 2011 I jumped from the balcony of my appartement but it only shattered my bones! I was even not near death. I took some painkillers the day before and when my mum started to threaten me I jumped. I was not scared at all. I […]

10/22/2015 7 comments