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my suicide letter

by raven wulffee 6/18/2014

written by raven wulffee

Dear family friends and the love of my life,

I have finally hit the wall I cant do this anymore. The pain is just to much. I beg for a way out and this is I guess the only solution to my problems. Isaac I love you more than anything but you could do so much better than me. Please don’t mourn over my death and be happy with another girl.. Melissa my sweet little sister stay strong and don’t let them walk on you like I let them do to me. Mother and father you two are part of the reason I’m doing this. You […]

6/18/2014 4 comments

Help Me?

by httpsuicidal 6/13/2014

written by httpsuicidal

I don’t know what to do with my life anymore. Life is just taking control of everything. It’s summer and my mom still hasn’t found out about my cuts and scars. I just need someone to talk to, please? Someone that understands me. I just miss the Jada I used to be.

6/13/2014 4 comments

HELP ME :(

by bentxbroken 6/10/2014

written by bentxbroken

Can someone please tell me how to tell one of my stepsiater that I have cut myself! Her other sister has been in 3 mental hospitals and has cut herself. But idk how to tell her because when I tell her about one thing, she says is that all? And I want to tell her so bad!! Help me please! When should I tell her?

6/10/2014 4 comments

Did I get Your Attention?

by Please_SomeoneHelpMe 6/9/2014

written by Please_SomeoneHelpMe

First of all… I’m not going to censor this. YOU NEED TO UNDERSTAND. I NEED SOMEONE. Listen. Please, just hear me out! I can’t take being ignored anymore! So please, please just see what I have to say! Your the lucky one…all of you who are not me…all of you who you don’t have to ask for your own mother’s affection. Those of you whose own sister isn’t always planning to bring you down. Those of you who’s father actually spends time and gives a fuckÂ about you. Why can’t I be you..? You don’t have to pretend to be someone you’re not over social media […]

6/9/2014 21 comments

It hurts so bad it’s numb

by Remnant The Unbroken 6/6/2014

written by Remnant The Unbroken

The light at the end blew out.

And now I’ve had it, just about.

If anyone is reading this please know,

That it wasn’t your doing that made me go.

6/6/2014 10 comments

by overlysad 6/5/2014

written by overlysad

if youre from australia, like heavy/core metal, please introduce me as an aqquaintance atleast hey

6/5/2014 0 comment

a clean slate

by blankpage 6/2/2014

written by blankpage

I keep hearing people say, it gets better or that now I can start over fresh. They tell me to keep my chin up & my nose down. Keep myself busy, focus on work but remember to relax & take some time to enjoy things. They tell me I will feel better soon and the words sting like tiny cuts exposed to the cold black ocean. Every word they utter another crack at my facade & I wonder how much they see. They must see more than I think since most of my conversations end up here. Oh to be like my baby sister who […]

6/2/2014 0 comment

WTF. Is going on. in my brain.

by MandM 5/29/2014

written by MandM

Hi.. I’m a 24 year old female living in Canada & I’m starting to get scared that I will do something drastic and irreversible. I have gone through periods of depression on and off since I can remember. At first it wasn’t bad.. just low periods that last a few hours. Now it lasts weeks and the good periods in between (in which I am uncharacteristically social and productive) are getting shorter.

A bit of background on me is that I grew up in a very diverse, mixed-up family. I have 5 siblings and all are half-siblings. I am the oldest. I’ve had to choose between […]

5/29/2014 1 comment

I’m not going to make it, dude…

by Bisban 5/27/2014

written by Bisban

I need to get out of here. Can I come over, hang out, be friends, maybe share rent, and never come back again? Somewhere in the western half of the U.S maybe. Please let me know.

5/27/2014 0 comment

Cut myself again

by WendulMonroe 5/21/2014

written by WendulMonroe

I am really sorry, but I cut myslelf one hour ago. It was so hard to stay clean ’cause there was so much pain and everyone said, that I fuck everything up. I’m scared, that it’s true. I am always so ugly and fucked up and just really… I don’t know what to say. Please forgive me ’cause I fuck everything up. Always.

5/21/2014 4 comments

Tears in Heaven – Eric Clapton

by Frozen In Time 5/19/2014

written by Frozen In Time

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong
And carry on,
‘Cause I know I don’t belong
Here in heaven.

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven?

I’ll find my way
Through night and day,
‘Cause I know I just can’t stay
Here in heaven.

Time can bring you down,
Time can bend your knees.
Time can break your heart,
Have you begging please, begging please.

Beyond the door,
There’s peace […]

5/19/2014 3 comments

All i ever wanted was love…

by DeathlySweet330 5/18/2014

written by DeathlySweet330

All i ever wanted was love, or to be loved by everyone i came in contact with…..But you see….It’s harder for me….Because…Well….I’mÂ ME….Â I’m broken…. And no one wants a broken toy….I know i’m different from everyone else…But that doesn’t mean i have to be treated as such…I just want someone who will love me…for MeÂ and not judge me for my wrongs…I’ve had many friends….But We’ve either drifted away, had a fight, or been back stabbed…I just want someone who won’t walk out when i show signs of mental pain and leave me like road kill…. Just a few days ago i attempted Suicide….but apparently the driver […]

5/18/2014 5 comments

A poem, I wrote

by nowheretoruntowards 5/13/2014

written by nowheretoruntowards

Don’t leave me
Don’t leave me
I can’t handle myself without you
Without you

These tears won’t fill my emptiness
I have this ache inside my chest.
Although we want to live and die.
Can we save this without goodbye.

Don’t leave me
Don’t leave me
I can’t stand to live without you
Without you

My lies have become my reality,
Is there such thing of you and me?
I can’t forget smiles and tears,
That help me through my biggest fears.

So please don’t leave me
Don’t leave me.
Cause I can’t even stand to try,
If we’re going to say goodbye.

Goodbye
This is goodbye
cause I […]

5/13/2014 0 comment

Women of SP, I need some advice please

by arealist 5/12/2014

written by arealist

I’m still in love with my ex-girlfriend. We had an incredible relationship up to the point that I lost my son and depression took hold of me, we separated for a few months and got back together just as I lost my mother to a rapid cancer death. Depression took hold of me again and we separated in November last year. I have always been in love with her, throughout our time together and our time apart. I have never entertained the thought of being with anyone else.

We separated both times because I lost the ability to communicate and I had lost myself, the man […]

5/12/2014 20 comments

this reminds me of you, wherever you are

by Remnant The Unbroken 5/12/2014

written by Remnant The Unbroken

I don’t know why.

Good morning guys. Please enjoy the beat. It goes great with coffee 😉

5/12/2014 0 comment

Any how I die, why should I live?

by addicted 5/11/2014

written by addicted

Isn’t it stupid to live knowing the fact that you die anyhow ?

5/11/2014 11 comments

Mods What have you done with SP??

by Chandlrr 5/10/2014

written by Chandlrr

I’ve been on here since 2011, but recently made this account after not being on here for 5 months, fresh start 🙂

I come back and Bam! I don’t get this format AT ALL. please help

5/10/2014 1 comment

WTF is wrong with this world

by ashley68@q.com 5/9/2014

written by ashley68@q.com

I cannot understand a world that makes children feel like they need to end their own lives to stop the pain. I cannot understand how parents fail to take the time to give a shit about what their kids are going through, or worse, torment them, abuse them, and belittle them! I cannot understand people who put down others in an attempt to make themselves feel better. I cannot understand a fucking thing!
T if you are still here please check your email and call me. Please let me know you are safe.

5/9/2014 5 comments

This is my story..please read

by IJustWannaGo 5/9/2014

written by IJustWannaGo

When I look in the mirror,

I donâ€™t see me

I see failure and no beauty,

I see ugliness and sorrow

I used to be so happy

A bubbly joyful girl

I used to be excited for school and my friends

Now I dread seeing myself

I fear breakfast and tea

I know my friends watch me

To make sure that I eat

They scan my arms everyday

Checking for new cuts

Their faces falling at the sight of crusted blood

I know theyâ€™re disappointed

I see it in their eyes

Some seem to understand

Some over-react

Some look disgusted when I show them the scars

Long sleeve t-shirts are the new â€˜in thingâ€™ for me

Jeans with pockets to hide my fingers

Rough […]

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5/9/2014 3 comments

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by scared01 5/8/2014

written by scared01

I had been diagnosed with severe depression about 12 years ago. In that time & have been on at least that many meds with as many different side effects.

I lost a Vice Presidents position and a business to this retched thing.

I have taken myself off of all meds. I know this is not smart, please, no lectures. I am tired of having one pill after another thrown at me like I’m a dartboard..

I am afraid to go out in public because I brake down over the dumbest things. As everyone here knows, nobody really understands this unless you’ve been there.

There just does not seem to […]

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5/8/2014 1 comment

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