All i ever wanted was love, or to be loved by everyone i came in contact with…..But you see….It’s harder for me….Because…Well….I’m ME…. I’m broken…. And no one wants a broken toy….I know i’m different from everyone else…But that doesn’t mean i have to be treated as such…I just want someone who will love me…for Me and not judge me for my wrongs…I’ve had many friends….But We’ve either drifted away, had a fight, or been back stabbed…I just want someone who won’t walk out when i show signs of mental pain and leave me like road kill…. Just a few days ago i attempted Suicide….but apparently the driver just stopped and called the police….The last thing i need at the moment is to be put on suicide watch….I hate myself…I really do….Please just someone….anyone PLEASE, show me that life is worth living. I’m begging you please…..I just want to feel something….any kind of emotion again….Please….I’m not a bad person for having these problems….I just want a friend or someone who understands….All i ever wanted was love…
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I will love you, I will love you forever. I understand these pains you go through, and I can help you through them just stay with me. Please I am begging you just stay with me.
I’ll try….But it’s a bit harder when you can’t have someone physically there for you. ;-;
I am broken as well, kicked out when i was 17. I have been living by myself for a year and a bit, I am a freak. Today I through about putting a knife through me but I didn’t cause I know that there will always will be somebody there for me.
I use to think like that, and to some extent I still do.
I used SW SW SW SW for a long time to help.
Some Will
Some Won’t
So What
Someone is Waiting.
Wow I have the exact same thoughts and feelings. I thought I was the only one that thought that they were broken.
“Please….I’m not a bad person for having these problems…”
I wish we could change the world, change what people think. Cause you are not a bad person for having these problems. If there weren’t so many bullies in the world; if there were less people that thought about putting others down to make themselves feel good, we would be able to demolish this idea.