I grew up in the church. Hell, I should say I was the church. At many of the churches I attended, my five older siblings, my parents, the pastor, and I made up the whole congregation. But that didn’t matter. Because the God I knew and loved was there. He was in my church, he was in my thoughts, he was in my life… but somewhere along the lines, one of us left. Now, it’d be easy to point fingers and say that I left. After all, I’m the human being shaped in iniquity, and He’s the all-knowing God. But me? Why would I leave? […]
Point Fingers
This seems like a lot of effort to say something rather uninteresting but it would be cruel to say nothing.
I have no reason, downfalls or problems for why I want too do this to myself all I know is that I want too. Senseless right? I agree, though I have been battling with it since I was about 12 so everyone has a breaking point right? No one has any idea of what I’m about to do either. Some in the past have seen how I am but probably thought as I got older I grew out of it as if it were a phase. Well if you’re reading this any of you… it doesn’t really matter any more does it. I’m texting my […]
So much has happened to you.  How can you explain it all? I would be talking gibberish if I went through that.
One thing I have learned from my life is that the more bad stuff we have to explain, the less sense we make. People tune it out. They are looking to “fix” our problems and when it gets beyond “fixable”  they tune it out.
Sweetie, go to the Mayo’s clinic.
There is one in Rochchester, Minnesota,  and one in Rockchester , New York.
The Mayo’s clinic is the best.  They will fix you. smile
If your insurance won’t pay, well, then ask for donations.  Ask and you will […]