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quiet

escape or relief..i’d pick any

by pillarofsalt 4/6/2014

written by pillarofsalt

Lately, I’ve been becoming more and more angry about my situation at home(if I could, I would leave it but thats not an alternative due to factors like cops and getting a beatdown) It makes me so furious that I punch the walls in rage and just take out my blade and let it rip into my skin and after a few seconds, that blood flowing out, the release, the peace, the quiet within is an amazing feeling. It’s a temporary relief I know but which makes me think about running the blade down my jugular and taking the escape.

my BPD wont worsen, my temper […]

4/6/2014 0 comment

Blind eye

by ClairDeLune 4/5/2014

written by ClairDeLune

Floating, staring at the sky,

telling myself I should try.

Can’t lose anything, or can I?

Am I afraid of her reply?

Will she say forever good bye?

What to do, but sigh;

I’m not that kinda guy,

just quiet and shy.

In the blink of an eye

last chance passed by.

What’s left is tears to cry,

and asking myself why

am I so bloody shy?

4/5/2014 0 comment

When Dreamers Die

by kissnm10 3/20/2014

written by kissnm10

It was so quiet when the music stopped
So empty when the bottom dropped
So somber when the dreamers lay
Down to die, their heartstrings frayed
The waking hours became too real
No dreams to conjure up their zeal
And then the night, too, ceased to give
A single dream to help them live
It withered them like winter does
But coated them with soot and rust
It caked their lungs in deathly plaque
And left their souls a ghastly black
Oh how they would have sacrificed
To find and bring their dreams to life
A hope on which their eyes to fix
Like miracles […]

3/20/2014 1 comment

by Sunnygirl1 2/14/2014

written by Sunnygirl1

I don’t think I can do it anymore.

I’m tired. I’m so tired. Of fighting myself, of struggling, of not sleeping, of my thoughts, of the loudness, of the pain, of the medication.

I just wish that my brain would be quiet. It’s too loud. Everything hurts.

please

make it stop

2/14/2014 1 comment

Racing thoughts

by Sunnygirl1 2/13/2014

written by Sunnygirl1

Anyone else on here have extremely loud, racing thoughts?

It’s like there are 50 different thoughts at once, all yelling at me.

:/ I mean it’d be nice to have a quiet mind, for once.

2/13/2014 3 comments

Envelop me in darkness

by LiveNoLonger 6/29/2011

written by LiveNoLonger

I use to be afraid of the dark; not anymore. Now I want to be in the dark all the time, where nobody talks to me and nobody sees me. When I enter a room I search for the darkest corner possible, and stand in it. To get away from the crowd and to remian unseen. Nobody even notices im in the same room as them anyways. I just wish I could be as invisible as I feel. The darkness; its where I get peace, quiet, and best of all, its where I can be alone.

-End

6/29/2011 2 comments

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