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Ready to go

by freeshine 5/18/2015

written by freeshine

I don’t want to be here anymore, I’ve known this since I was very young. But only now that I’m over 40, I’m no longer living on some autopilot or “unawakened” state. I’m awake. I get it. Oneness, we are all one, the energy, the unified field, the energy of love, the veil, the illusion, the ego. Got it… I’m done now, I don’t want to force peace and happiness upon myself or others, what for? People and life keep pushing back and I want to leave now, I can’t keep this up on my own.

If I ended up here with this pitiful story, what’s […]

5/18/2015 6 comments

Ready to go

by LongingToGo 11/29/2014

written by LongingToGo

To anyone who reads this.

I’m ready to go. I’m 60 years old, and have made a couple of mistakes that will, in a matter of days, destroy the rest of my life. I’m not staying around for it. At most, I may wait for confirmation. But I don’t want to wait to long, and lose my window of opportunity to do this.

I have assembled nearly everything I need for a suicide bag, including the helium, and hose. I still don’t have the elastic, and the little barrel nut thing for the neck cord. The local fabric store was packed. I’ll go back in later today […]

11/29/2014 13 comments

by Bisban 10/1/2014

written by Bisban

Ready to go die if you are.

10/1/2014 32 comments

Suffering In Silence

by drowninginsorrow 4/25/2013

written by drowninginsorrow

She woke up today feeling happy till she heard theÂ screechingÂ of her mothers voice. She had overslept. The kids were not ready for school and she did not have breakfast ready. She was so tired from the night before from having to meet two men.

She slowly got out of bed afraid of what her mother would do when she saw her. She raced quickly getting the small children up and on the bus. As they left she slipped the money onto the piano for her mother, knowing she was expecting it. She found it not quite fair that she had to sneak out of the house […]

4/25/2013 2 comments