The numbness is back. It’s getting worse. Ever since the only thing that made me happy, has gone. She made it go away. She made me forget it. Now it’s back when she’s gone. I felt numb when I thought she was gone for good… I should’ve been sad, but no, I felt numb. So now I know my numbness is going to be with me forever, even in the moment where I should’ve felt the sadest I’ve been, I felt numb. I can’t shake it off. I just can’t. It’s returning. This is the feeling that makes people want to die. I FUCKING HATE […]
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