Im done with everyone’s bullshit, im tired of seeing people fuck perfectly good things up. Meanwhile im stuck here talking everyone’s shit while other people are given perfect life’s. Tonight my friend said that people who kill themselves are cowards and i couldn’t stop thinking about that. Im not coward ive been drun addiction, depression, and physical illness but im tired and weak. This shit has weighed on me for far to long hoq much longer am i supose to hold on to false hopes. Im at the end of my rope and i need a saving grace otherwise im pulling the tigr in the […]
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Saving Grace
Too Broken
Too broken to be in this world again
A doll smashed into a million pieces of porcelain
They knew me before
They see glimpses today
They think I’m back
But I’m too broken
I’ve become one with death
Held his hand
Dreamt of his embrace
Blazing out all the pain
He let me close my eyes
To it forevermore
He let me Know it’s okay
I’m too broken now
I’ve felt death’s kiss
Tasted eternity on his lips
How can I come back now
To this world
When my broken heart wants rest?
Light shines in my window today
I can see it for the first time in weeks
Scabs curve over my open wounds
They threaten to heal my flesh
Music and voices and faces I […]
That feeling of nothing where I move from place to place not smiling or laughing, not caring or caring.
Some would call this being present. Present and detached. All the demands made on me are met with silence. Even my own needs are met with silence.
Though I feel like crying I’m just to lacking in anything to do so. If tears fall let them for they will not affect me.
I’ve always been able to relate to some other in some small way, but very very few the other way around. And it’s ok now because it no longer affects me.
Like a favourite movie, […]