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Paralyzed

by mismo
written by mismo

I can’t seem to get myself to do the simplest things. I am wading through life fighting against this current that tells me it would be better if I just left this plane and stop wasting resources. I feel ashamed constantly and I can’t shake off this feeling that the future is hopeless. I am disoriented. I want to get better, I’ve done therapy, meds, drugs, and yet this heaviness, this emptiness still lingers. Even with some of the ups I’ve had this monster of a feeling is ready and waiting to take me back into the darkness.

I’m stuck between wanting to break free and […]

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How do you prepare for failure?

by fallen2far
written by fallen2far

Dedication, intensity, effort, practice, determination… all those words in Gatorade commercials: sometimes you just, fail.

You get back up again, and fail again.  Every failure hurts.  You see people trying until they succeed, but you never see someone trying and failing all the time.  If you try a a hundred times, they tell you you’ll succeed the 101st time.  If you try a thousand times, you’ll succeed 1001.  At what time can you quit and you’re not a quitter?  You tried, you failed….. you’re a failure.  You stop trying, you’re a quitter.  You tell yourself you don’t care.  It might even be true after a while.  Passion […]

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To A Breathless Oblivion

by Agaterstul
written by Agaterstul

To A Breathless Oblivion by The Black Dahlia Murder
the chair’s been kicked a rope tied to the rafters
blue faced and broken necked I sigh
relieving my vision from the sick mocking stare
of that hated sun burning the sky
slumped like a headless scarecrow
cold and limp against the wall
blood paints a pattern of rorschach’s design
thawing the winter that burdens this heart
shit stained and shameful
an exit in disgrace
not a splash but just a ripple left
I end this life in vain
in vain
in the dead of the darkness I breach the still lake
toward the reflection of […]

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So this is life…

by ThatGirl
written by ThatGirl

Ok, so apparently, being suicidal is a bad thing.
They approach my “condition” with scorn.
They ask me, “Why can’t you just be normal like everyone else?”
They throw pills in my face and tell me to get better… As if it was that simple. LOL… I’m a waste of space in this morbid world, and, pills aren’t going to make it all better. So far, they haven’t. And it’s been quite some time now. 🙁
Honestly, I don’t wanna be like this… ‘I am (in the words of Korn) clearly broken and no one knows what to do’~ >_>

So apparently, being suicidal is a […]

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