8th grade was when it all started. It started in the middle of that year. My dad & I were fighting. He told me that the reason he tried to kill himself was because of me. At that time I started to believe it was me cause of the way I treated him. His mental health issues at that time were up & down. In previous years he was overdosing with his prescription meds which led to him getting into a car accident with me & he also fell down the stairs. Some other things happened like he ran into a tree with […]
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self harm want to die
I don’t know what to do anymore.
I’ve been self-harming for about 5 years. And I’ve been doing so good for the past couple of months. But just looking at my scars makes my arm tingle. Makes me want to run and get the scissors and just tear away at my arm. I want that so bad. I want to see the blood. I want to feel the amazing stinging that I’m so addicted to.
I want it to be so bad that it’s the end.