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I don’t understand

by danicrimson
written by danicrimson

I don’t understand how I’m still alive. I honestly don’t. My last attempt wasn’t my first, it was my 16th, and I’m still not sure that it will be my last.

I would say I’m lost, but that would imply that I’m actually going somewhere; I’m not. I’m in this rut and I wish I knew how I got here, but I think it’s one of those things that creeps up on you.

So, seven weeks ago I jumped in front of a tube train. It wasn’t planned, I think I decided in about five minutes. I had previously thought about it, and I’ve been really close […]

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Just want it to be over

by amandap
written by amandap

I’m 27.  On the outside I appear to be a relatively well-adjusted, responsible, single Midwestern gal.  On the inside, I’m screaming.  Waiting for my life to end.  I’ve been depressed/suicidal off and on since I was 15.  One relatively severe cycle almost got me kicked out of college.  I had to go to therapy, which was no help at all.  I quickly grew bored of it and to expedite my exit from that requirement, I told the therapist what she wanted to hear.  Fast forward a few years, I had broken things off with my first really serious boyfriend and rebounded to a guy a […]

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