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Sick World
It’s the ultimate revenge, the ultimate statement upon this sick, delusional, worthless farce known as humanity. Life is so very overrated. Everything we think we know is bullshit. Everything is a delusion. Dreams. Success. Love. Charity. Compassion. These are all illusions that hide the craving for disease and evil humanity promotes and chases. To end one’s life is the ultimate finger in the face of all these delusional lemmings. To end one’s life is the ultimate statement of awareness. It tells the universe that you see through the lies, see through the bullshit, and no longer want to drink the Kool-Aid anymore. It is only […]
I’m nearing my end and I have so few words to say. After all these years of dealing with PTSD from my first suicide attempt,borderline personality disorder and various other illnesses that have earned me the humiliating title of “insane”. After years of humiliation and abuse for being the gay goth chick, being turned down for every job, and being shat upon at every turn. After relapsing over and over again and after losing most of the quality of my life, I’ve decided to take my own life and put an end to the misery that probably won’t get better. It’s taken a lot of […]
Pain burns through me and I cant stop the fire that kills me. Im nothing. Ill always be nothing. I like to believe that Im worth it. But am I truly? I can never be the girl that Ive always wanted to be. I could never be pretty, smart, extremely talented. Ill never be cool and ill never be someone amazing. Ill always be the fat ugly girl. Ill always be stupid…ill always be alone. I know that they all want me to be different. Even my own father wishes that I was different. Trust me, I wish I was different too. I trick myself into believing […]