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It’s nothing, i guesss

by isabelisgone
written by isabelisgone

1,2,3,4…
It goes on and on.
The scars of yesterday,
the blood stains on my shirt,
still shaking, in shock.
How can you push me to go this far?
Talking to myself,
the faint whispers in my head,
“You’re not worth another day.”
Another day goes by.
The smiles and laughter can’t get any faker.
At home, I lock myself in my room.
Cry to myself.
Telling myself its over.
Trying to say my last goodbye’s,
losing my mind.
Its happening again.
Been here so many times before…
So many miserable times,
I’ve had enough of this feeling.
Its over for me.

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Numb

by NotReallyHereAtAll
written by NotReallyHereAtAll

I was scared because I haven’t really felt anything at all in ages. No sadness, no happiness, no pain, no tears, no fear, no excitement, no laughter, no love, no hate. Just apathy and indifference. And not feeling anything scares the shit out of me, because I think that feeling all these emotions, good and bad, make everything real. And nothing felt real. And for a while it was good, because often feeling nothing is better than the level of pain I feel at times. But then feeling numb gets cold and sad and even more depressing than the sadness itself.
But this morning I […]

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