iam really very disappointed with my state in life, I have no job for sometime, I always wanted to be good, feel very good for others, very helping natured, show empathy even for beggars, cows in road and feed them. Unsure what wrong or curse i have. i dont have father, i cant share my problems with my mother/family… I already visited a well developed country through my job and the period is over and iam back to my country….i dont have a good life neither job nor a satisfied mind. i feel very helpless and i dont know what to do, i literally try […]
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Smiling Face
His voice is still ringing in my head. I lost the most amazing person on febuary 6, 2011. he told me to never give up, but i cant do it anymore. i need to see him one last time, and tell him i love him. i just want to see his smiling face, and hearing him knock on my window on late summer nights wanting to go riding, and sitting in his truck singing taylor swift songs wearing cut offs and teeshirts. i miss him so much.
losing him was the worst thing ever. Getting the call in class and hearing he put a gun in […]
ight as well start with a smiling face because im pretty sure i wont end the journal with it once ive finished writing all this , well as the title says where to begin , i guess i should start with positive , i managed to draw Ezio Auditore de firenze  even though i think i messed up slightly with the face and hands , but nobodys perfect , at least now i know what to work on which is a positive XD ……trying to think what else is positive , well ive got my birthday in 11 months lol but its going to be […]