Had my nutcracker preformance today. I was the spanish dancer, as a solo. it went okay..a but the other kids there drove me up the wall.. all i could think was that i wanted to take a few shots, or smoke a cig or a bowl.. that made me a little depressed..
No one noticed the cuts on me! which was good!
Got home today.. mom went out to get dinner.. chugged some Rum.. and had wine with dinner!
So a little tipsy.. Kinda depressed.. trying not to think about it, cause if i do i will bleed again..
Guess ill have to explain what there has been to […]