So I’m 24.
I am on the edge of understanding, people say like a baby bird getting ready to leap from the nest for the first time. but it feels like the closer i get to the edge i will either fall down and my wings will give out with nothing to break my fall… Or life will head off in an infinite spiral of discovery with joy beyond my wildest dreams. -.-
I am super attached to my ego and pain, I am self destructive and use that to put off rebirth.
First some background…
I am of illegitimate birth, when I was born my father never touched […]