Hi… I really need to get something off my chest, so I’m posting it here and I hope no one will mind. This is going to be kind of a long ramble. So, I’m 21 years old. I have no friends, and I have never had friends. My mother is overbearing, my father a drunk. I’m awkward around people, which is probably because I’ve only spoken to a few people in my entire life. (I’m on the extreme end of the social anxiety spectrum and I’ve always found it difficult to talk to people I don’t know.) People give me strange looks whenever I walk […]
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Staying At Home
Today’s my birthday. It doesn’t even feel like anything special…my own dad forgot, and as selfish as it sounds, nobody got me anything. I always hated having my birthday so close to christmas, and new years, but this year really sucked. My boyfriends mom has been sick, so he’s been forced into staying at home, and he’s sick too. All in all today SUCKED and doesn’t make my already depressed and slightly suicidal mindset attack my brain any less. All I really wanted was to spend time with the people I’m closest too, and I can’t even get that. 🙁
All the fake bs on […]