I’m 17 years old(will turn 18 this June),5″3,39 kg,underconfident,anxious,afraid,failure,looser,quitter……Ive been heavily suicidal for like five years now!!!
Mostly due to my academic stress….till highschool i scored great and was a bright minded geeky kid but for some odd reason i started to grow more and more fears and day by day the roots of those fears anchored deeply into my conscience and i ended up being a fiasco….i fail at everything….i cant reach out for even the simple mundane goals…apparently i am still bright and healthy but inside there is a neverending armageddon and mental anguish…I am dead…I’m just a breathing corpse without any genuine […]
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I wanna die and this site askes some really stupid questions…. I am going to hang myself and I wanna know the best way to do it… this site is too complicated for the drunk person… tired and dont wanna do it any longer… fuck this shit
I am not much of a social person.
Yes normally, I do tend to be on my top guard.
It is only when I think I am in love, then I do tend to loosen up my guard, but just a bit.
I am more of a complexed; frustrated person. I am more of an emotional kind of lover.
I overprotect friends who tends to be in harms way, if not, I still have the habit to.
When I loosen up my guard, I am usually a day dreamer.
I am usually a quiet person who just preplans and happily thinks about her future.
Yes I tend to get over the top at times.
Not […]
My name is Pete. Everyday I think about that day. I was reminded again today as I watched the news of Junior Seau. I pray for his family and his children. I had a difficult childhood especially high school. Little did I know that once high school is over a whole new life begins. No more harrassment no more bullying. I have read many posts on this site and I decided to write today!!!
On May 20, 2009, I got a phone call from my dad. He informed me that something was not right! It was a weird phone call because my dad nevers calls me. […]