I just needed to tell someone about my problems, I really just want someone to listen, just have someone listen for once.
I started to think about suicide and cutting and a whole bunch of other stuff about a year ago. I really started cutting in April, while I was away on vacation. I thought by going on vacation somehow my troubles wouldn’t follow me, i was so wrong. I just couldn’t take it anymore so I made the first couple cuts, they were small and shallow but they distracted me enough to forget my troubles.
I didn’t cut everyday on vacation, but I thought about it […]