You’re alone and so am I, You’re sick and I’m well or so I believe.
I awake from my dream to only see you both in white.
Now he’s ill and I’m broken how many people will you keep stealing from me until you’re happy?
He was mine to keep not yours to take.
death has fallen for my love.
How long will I have to keep being alone and scared to lose another?
I cannot love for you take them.
How long does my mind plan to play tricks on me?
How long do I keep suffering?
only time will tell.
My sweet Sadistic […]
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Sweet Dream
That night…tall grass bathed in moonlight. The stars sparkle brightly as the North Pole’s breath travels down to where we are and dances across your cheek. Tall grass and white flowers..in that place  next to the brook and that wise old tree. We would stretch out between the roots under the spot where you carved our initials when we were young. The place where we fell in love, where you first tried to kiss me and I pulled away and ran as you chased me until i tripped over a secret root and you fell on top of me. Dear God we were only 13 and 14 […]
It would be such a relief if I just died right now. It’s all I am craving. I had a dream in which I was lying in a coffin and everyone came to my funeral. I felt so peaceful because all the pain was gone. I wish I really died in that sweet dream.