My Sadistic Broken Mind

You’re alone and so am I, You’re sick and I’m well or so I believe.
I awake from my dream to only see you both in white.
Now he’s ill and I’m broken how many people will you keep stealing from me until you’re happy?
He was mine to keep not yours to take.
death has fallen for my love.
How long will I have to keep being alone and scared to lose another?
I cannot love for you take them.
How long does my mind plan to play tricks on me?
How long do I keep suffering?
only time will tell.
My sweet Sadistic Mind, won’t you rest and let me dream tonight?
Let me dream that world that never existed where everyone is dead and I suffer.
That sweet dream I see every night.
The one where I fall in the end.
My Sweet Sadistic mind the only home I have left.
Turn out the lights and smile for you might not awake tomorrow.