I found this site today when I googled “I want to die” I feel like this all of the time. I see people on tv or on the street laughing and smiling and think “why cant I be happy for ten seconds in my day like they are right now” I want to die, to the point I am considering suicide but I don’t know what to do. I started cutting again. I want to know what do you guys do when you feel down, like your the gum on everyone else’s shoe?
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Ten Seconds
I’m normally a very independent person. I don’t need people, they don’t need me, but I NEED YOU NOW. There’s this chance I might have, I don’t even know if I have it yet, but there’s a chance of a chance. I usually don’t like hope; I shut it down, but I started hoping today and I was too far gone by the time I realized it.
So I’m just hoping now. So I figured if I was going to ruin my fragile mental state with hope (you have not seen what hope can do to me; its pretty scary), I might as well try. […]