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Hello! New-ish here… Do You Ever Wonder?

by SumTimesIWonder 12/4/2016

written by SumTimesIWonder

Actually, I’ve been a lurker for the longest time. On and off. Never posted before though. I don’t think I’ve ever been actually the text book definition of suicidal, but I wonder about death (and life) a lot. The last time I had been on here was about 2 years ago. So today when I came across this video, I surprised myself to suddenly find that my very first thought was to share it here on TSP.

So HELLO SPians, and here’s to life and death, our favorite oil-and-water odd couple…

Enjoy CREEP (Radiohead, 1992), performed by this raspy and wholehearted former street performer, “Mustard” (aka. Danny […]

12/4/2016 8 comments

Not enough.

by stellaeric 9/25/2013

written by stellaeric

So, haven’t been here in a while. Partly because I felt I should try and maintain some sort of emotional distance; SP reminds me a lot of a mental landscape I know very well, but like to pretend doesn’t exist.

It might have been working. I never know until things fall down around my head.

It’s not even (not ever) anything big. Just grade averages and rankings and the stress of not knowing, because I need that scholarship but that’s not even the reason. It’s just because I care, I give everything in this course a hundred and twenty per cent and come up worse than people […]

9/25/2013 1 comment

Too lazy to live?

by sillyavacado 12/9/2012

written by sillyavacado

I have a great life: wonderful friends, supportive family, Ivy-league education, but I am tired of all of this.
I can’t concentrate on my school work. When I read something, I the words flutter across the page and land in a jumbled mess that I can’t decipher; when I’m with friends, their conversations fade in and out, and I can’t follow what’s going on half the time. My parents, although they don’t wish for anything but my happiness, are always concerned about how I am, which makes me even more stressed and I never tell them how I am really feeling, because I think that […]

12/9/2012 4 comments

What is sleep?

by supern0vaa 3/8/2012

written by supern0vaa

I think I’m starting to go insane ._.
I’ve hit rock bottom tonight, I am so unhappy with everything.
I literally just smashed my head with a textbook a few times, took some melatonin and a bunch of advil in hopes it would make me tired. My head hurts now. Judge me if you will, I don’t care anymore. At this point I just want to die.

3/8/2012 6 comments