Where can I get online–Ebay? Less than $100? I can’t purchase locally so need online. What all do I need for the ******** tank method? Thanks
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So I’m beginning to understand why people post here. It makes you feel less crazy. So thank you for making that available. Anyways… the pressing question I have is more of a story with a question. I was in the hospital a month or so ago and they had psychiatrists come in. They told me if I ever felt like hurting myself, I suppose suicidal thoughts would be in that category as well, to call them or come into the emergency room. I was.. inquiring if I should actually call. It’s probably a good idea.. but I don’t really feel I want to. Anyone […]
Im new here and i found this site by typing in im so fucked up in the mind. Cause I really am. If you knew me you wouldnt believe it. I run cross country and track really fast. Get told I’m intelligent all the tune. I love computers and gaming. I used to use it as an escape spending hours in my ruin on a game to avoid reality. Then i started smoking in eight grade. I slowly went down hill and od’d on pills. This year was my freshman year i got alcohol poisoning. Here recently i started smoking weed and you know i […]
I just wanted to say thanks, for every one who wanted to help me on here. I’m sorry it was all in vain though. I’m not completely set on the idea quite yet, but if you don’t hear from me, it’s because I’ve killed myself. Hopefully tonight. Maybe I’ll take a bath, cut my arms, take every pill in the house, and put a belt really tight around my neck and somehow strangle myself. Think that’ll work?
I originally joined this site last fall during a very dark spell. I found myself wanting to encourage others, particularly younger folks, who I feared were discouraged and without hope. Then I lost my “remembered” login password, and when I had it, I couldn’t login because the site was unavailable.
But, here I am again. I know this site can be a good place to vent or bare ones soul, and I hope it is frequently used for that, rather than a last plea for help, because … it’s the f—— Internet, and we can’t give one another a hug, or look into […]
Why is such a site appealing?
Don’t know, but it is.
Thanks for having it.
I have not been thinking of suicide for the past couple of years, but in the last couple of months yes.
The same old thing–how do I make it look like an accident (insurance money) and yet guarantee that it’s successful and not too painful?
In Switzerland, you hear about the occassional bicycle rider who gets hit by a car.
But you know at 48, I have managed to live with depressed thoughts for a long time.
I see all these young people on this site and I cannot imagine how they can feel so down.
In my […]
Is there a differance? Ya there is ..Love is forever. Lust is just being stuck in what you dreamed about. —-FANTASTIC FANTASY …..THATS TO DIE FOR. BUT THE JEALOUS. FRIEND ALWAYS SCREWS IT UP….THANKS ALOT …..must be. N.I.c.e. having that power over someone. Thanks Devyn that makes 2 girls you did me wrong with.
I’ve never really thought about typing this out, but after reading who knows how many of these post that have made me feel such I wide range of emotions, knowing how much they’ve helped me I figured maybe adding mine could help someone else out there.
Sorry for this part, I know it will be boring to read, I just want to get my whole story out there.
My name is A, I am sixteen years old. I have severe depression and anxiety and probably OCD. I’ve been bullied since 6th grade. I’ve been called just about every name in the book, but […]
Hello, Suicide Project Administrator. I’m not sure if you’re the creator of this site as well, but if you are, I would like to thank you for creating this site. You have given me a place to openly vent my feelings. Had it not been for this site, I would have never met my best friend and I would probably be dead right now. Even though being dead doesn’t sound so bad, my best friend needs me and I stay alive for her. I’m sure other people who use this site have met people they care about also. I’m still suicidal but this site has […]
life’s not worth it, sometimes it doesn’t get better :'( thanks for all the support i’ve recieved by random strangers, it made me feel a little happy.. but the happiness doesn’t last. does anyone know the quickest and most painless method of suicide???
I’m still addicted to everything. All The self harm…its so hard to quit but I’m working on it. I went from atleast 5 times a day to 3 I’m almost down to 1 now. I’m getting better. I’m eating more and even though sleep still escapes me I have a reason to be awake,now more than ever. I hope you know that those of you who commented on my posts do help alot. Thankyou
My internet got cut shortly after. The bastards terminated it, just like many other things around the house to make my life miserable. I’m now leeching off someone else’s, which is not secure and I could go to jail, but I have to take the risk, your account was… It has been about 2-3 weeks since and life is hell. I’m not sure when I’ll ever be able to come on again, or if I’ll see you again, but I wanted to say ‘thank you’… Gotta run before i get discovered…
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