“you will learn to love me” by system 3/13/2021 written by system you said to me that i’d learn to love you and i did. but, no matter how hard i try i can’t seem to un-learn. Continue Reading 3/13/2021 6 comments 2 Email
feeling things that aren’t really there by system 3/6/2021 written by system it doesn’t get any less unsettling. it’s just as disturbing as the first time i experienced it. hands. hands that aren’t there. gripping my neck, my shoulders, my face. the feeling of someone standing directly behind me. i feel their breath on the back of my neck. i can feel their eyes on me, an unforgiving gaze. but there’s nobody there. nobody is ever there. sometimes, things he said replay faintly. but there is no noise. the room is quiet. i am alone. but he’s still here, watching me. suffocating me. controlling me. he still, in some way, has managed to lay his hands on me. he never did, he was […] Continue Reading 3/6/2021 3 comments 0 Email