had a thought today what if i did actually kill myself? one of my siblings or my mother finding me? then telling the whole family/close people relating to my death..tears streamed down my face, yes i do feel sad at times and suicidal and when turning to God i feel He isn’t helping me…although God has a plan for me and things happen for a reason..i cannot see or feel that things are picking up but seeing hurt upon my mother’s eyes? even though i would be dead..my mother going through life with pain and hurt from losing a child, her baby who grew in […]
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Things Happen For A Reason
after what seems like a week from hell, and another week of hell sure to come, a silver lining has appeared, I got approval for my senior research project, rejoice? in other words keep ur head up things happen for a reason!