I’ve never felt right on this earth. I’ve been depressed and made small attempts (self harm?) since primary school. I had a loving (if alcoholic and over controlling) mother who took her own life by car exhaust when I was 12. My sleep pattern got fucked, school work started slipping and I started cutting. I got close to a full attempt and chickened out at the last minute when I was 14. My dad was just really angry and refused to let me seek help. I had a grief counsellor, but I’m not sure […]
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Hey everyone, I’ve been a long time lurker, this is my first post. I don’t really know where else to go to get advice or support or anything like that.
Basically I’ve had depression for 3 years now (I’m 18, turning 19 in a few months), and I’ve just been suffering through it, I’ve been thinking about suicide every day but I’m too much of a coward to just do it. In all honesty, if I had a gun or something, I’d do it, but I’m just scared of the pain.
Anyways yeah so I’ve been talking about it with one of my friends and this girl […]
Hello people of SuicideProject.
I’ve been a long time lurker, and this is my first post.
I know there are many kinds of people here.
Young, old, intelligent, poor, mentally ill…
You all have your reasons why you want to leave this world.
But one of the reasons I keep hearing the most is something like:
“I am a complete loser/fuckup and I am unlovable person”.
I have to tell you – that’s probably not true.
And do you know why?
Have you ever thought how many people there are who are much more stupid, much more ugly, and much more fucked up than you are?
Have they ever […]