I was scared because I haven’t really felt anything at all in ages. No sadness, no happiness, no pain, no tears, no fear, no excitement, no laughter, no love, no hate. Just apathy and indifference. And not feeling anything scares the shit out of me, because I think that feeling all these emotions, good and bad, make everything real. And nothing felt real. And for a while it was good, because often feeling nothing is better than the level of pain I feel at times. But then feeling numb gets cold and sad and even more depressing than the sadness itself.
But this morning I […]
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Today Was A Good Day
Hi , so i went to the animal shelter today . I saw soo much cute dog’s and cat’s  , and many of the dog’s we’re sooo happy to see me in a long time . I love this one dog who’s name is Heimlakka he’s a 9 month old dog who’s always happy … i love Heimlakka because he has adorable eyes , if you look into his eyes they make you think … his eyes are sad , dark brown and sentimental . He makes me happy . 🙂
Then there was one cat , i don’t know what his name was , […]