Yesterday I was taking  a walk to clear my thoughts, it was very windy and I noticed that there was more leaves on the ground and nearly all the trees had changed color and it hit me that time was passing by and I felt like I was spending my time wisely, as I kept walking  I noticed the streets felt emptier than they usually are and it was the strangest feeling but I felt like the only person on Earth, then I had an epiphany that I wasn’t getting anywhere in my efforts of trying to get better and that everyday I repeat the […]
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All my life ive been used, abused& hurt. Ive been treated like i dont mean anything. Its been like that since i can remember. When i was in my moms stomach she would drink and do drugs and still smoke. She didnt care. Shes never cared. She cheated on my dad all the time and treated him like nothing. She would leave and stay gone for short periods of time. She lost her good job for the state because shed rather go outand drink. When i was a baby and my little sister was a newborn my mom decided to kidnap us. Yes aparent can […]
Hi again^^
I really thought that the previous post would be the last, but due to some complications I wasn’t able to commit suicide by the sea, unfortunately. I have now started high school, and after just not even a week I already think it’s hell. I’m not bullied and people kinda talk to me, but many of them know each other since before or are just that good at making friends. I have really tried to talk to everyone and in the beginning I thought it went really well, but it didn’t take long for everyone to find just their “gang” to be with. I’m […]
I’m not entirely sure what I’m thinking by posting this. I’ve kept to myself for all this time, no one is going to read this, and no one on here cares anymore than anyone around here. I mean, people say the words, but they don’t really mean them. You can hear, “I DO care about you!” but as soon as they say that, they’re off doing something else. But I guess if I’ve come this far, if I typed the words on the search engine that led me to this website, if this really is some low blow at getting suicidal people reported, whatever the reason […]
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