I went to the beach yesterday, mostly because I was forced to leave the house. It was ungodly hot out, so I decided to go into the water. The waves were huge, and I was standing the water and I thought what if one just crashed down on me and I drowned. How peaceful would that be.
And so I stood there and I let a huge wave crash over me. It pushed me down and sucked me under the water, and then I just sat under the water, it was so quiet and serene, and for a couple seconds all the fucked up shit going […]